I want to make secret relationship with bestfriend's boyfriend public - Woman shares
A woman has shared her struggle after cheating on her boyfriend with her best friend’s boyfriend. She was recently diagnosed of a heart defect, which has made her heavily reliant on her secret lover for support.
The affair began when she found herself irresistibly drawn to her friend’s boyfriend. Despite knowing the implications, she succumbed to her feelings, believing they were mutual and genuine.
“I know what I did was wrong, but I couldn’t resist him,” she admitted. “I think I’m in love with him, and he says he loves me too.”
Her guilt is intensified by her boyfriend’s own infidelity, which, while hurtful, does not justify her actions in her eyes. The situation became more complicated when she was diagnosed with a heart defect, and her lover became her emotional anchor during this difficult time.
“I’m afraid my girlfriend is going to find out, and it hurts me that I betrayed both her and my boyfriend,” she said. “The guilt is killing me.”
Now, her lover wants to make their relationship official, planning to break up with his current girlfriend. Despite his assurances, she is overwhelmed by guilt and uncertainty.
“I can’t do it,” she confessed. “I don’t like the guilty conscience that’s eating me up.”
She is at a crossroads, torn between her feelings for her lover, her loyalty to her girlfriend, and the desire to be honest with herself and those around her. The emotional burden of her actions and the potential fallout from revealing the truth weigh heavily on her.
“I need to know what to do,” she pleaded. “I want to move forward, but the guilt is unbearable.”
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“I cheated on my boyfriend with my girlfriend’s boyfriend. And I have been feeling so guilty about.
I know what I did was bad but I couldn’t resist him cuz I think am in love with him and he’s in love with me too.
I was recently diagnosed of a heart defect and he’s been my back bone for a while now. Am afraid my girlfriend is gonna find out and am so hurt that I betrayed her and my boyfriend too even though he hasn’t been any faithful himself.
Now the guy is saying he’s gonna break up with his girlfriend to make us official but I can’t do it .
I don’t like the guilty conscience killing me. What do I do?”
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