A young woman recently shared her emotional turmoil after an encounter with her church’s sub pastor. Preferring anonymity, she revealed how what started as a simple crush took a troubling turn, leaving her with deep feelings of confusion and betrayal.
The woman explained that she began developing feelings for the sub pastor, but things became complicated when she questioned their relationship boundaries. In response, the sub pastor defensively distanced himself from her, causing tension between them.
Unexpectedly, they crossed paths again when the sub pastor visited her workplace. During a reflexology massage session, things escalated, and the woman found herself caught between desire and moral responsibility. Despite feeling conflicted, she engaged in a physical encounter with him.
However, the aftermath left her overwhelmed with guilt and regret, especially considering the sub pastor’s impending marriage. She grappled with the emotional fallout, struggling to reconcile her actions with her beliefs and navigate her feelings for him.
The pastor has also warned her to keep it a secret considering the fact that he is getting married soon.
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“Hi, keep me anonymous, been crushing on my sub pastor (who has a gf) since we both got closer. I kinda questioned him “if it was a crime to crush on a pastor”. He got offensive & blasted me so I got distant. I wasn’t going to church for a month till he called & told me he’s coming to my shop. Took me by surprise so i welcomed him. We spoke for a while and said he needed a reflexology massage, just his legs. I’m a professional beautician so I opted to do it for free. While massaging him I suggested to massage his full body which he kinda refused till he later felt more comfortable with me. So I did it for him, tho half way the massage I was already wet. His body was so soft. It’s never happen before not even with my other clients. The question he refused to answer, i questioned him again & he said “it wasn’t a crime if that pastor is single” He questioned who I was crushing on. I told him it was him. He was surprised & apologized for blasting me. I was then done with the massage. He told me his birthday was coming up and he kissed me. He directed my hands to his dick for bj. Within secs he released. His sperm tasted really nice. I quickly went to the washroom coz I was shy & way wetter than before. Came back, he hugged me so tight. I could smell his perfume. He smelled good. I wanted to chop him myself. Before he left, he told me this can’t happen again coz he’s about to get married. I’ve been hurt & felt used since then. Can’t stop thinking about the massage & that hug as well. Going to church has been difficult for me esp seeing his gf too. I’ve also been thinking how many times he’s done this to other ladies. Does he somehow like me too? I told him I needed some 2/3 months off church. He said it wasn’t necessary and told me to come to church. I honestly don’t know how to pretend & I feel so guilty seeing him preach there looking all fine. I really want to get over him but I don’t know how. Any suggestions or help would be much appreciated. Please no insults. Quite emotional here.”
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